I may not be pretty in the usual sense of beauty, I may not be
smart in comparison to the genius, I cannot be the most delicate, or sociable,
or poetic of all beings, but I know (and so do others) that I'm intelligent,
creative, artistic, emotional, successful, hardworking, helpful, determined
(and strong-headed at times), passionate, and accommodating (when I wish to be). I
implore you; do not take my kindness and respectfulness for granted, for as I
hand such a privilege to you, I can easily take it back whenever I feel like
it.
I have given the people around me (namely, my family) too much for
a normal human being could and would give. Still, they are never satisfied,
always criticizing, always reproaching. And silly me, I strive to change myself
to be whatever that want. Ironically, what they want would and will change in a
matter of weeks (in some cases, days!), and on turns the wheel of their wants
and needs! They want everything to go as they wish, never-minding whom they use
to achieve that.
Therefore, I have made up my mind to stop being so damned accommodating,
I no longer care what they want, who they need, or how or why! I will live my
life as I see fit! I will be the person I was meant to be as I was designed by
God! They are not my Creator! They are not my Maker! They are not the Planner!
They are nothing. I shall become the naturally unique individual I always was
before their wants and don't-wants changed me. I will strive to become a better
human being, caring, loving, and happy.
© A Furious Child
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