There
are many reasons for me to need to make this decision right now.. I need to
draw the plan for my life, instead of being divided between all the other
possibilities.. I keep on thinking of all the other choices that I have ahead
of me and dream of the outcomes.. I want to dream… I need to dream! My heart
flutters with each dream… Hoping to see the end, the outcome, the result of
that choice.. How will it end? I want to see that part of the future.. I want
to read the end of that story.. It is far more difficult to have found that
things are not going the way I hoped it they would.. I'm exhausted of analyzing
and thinking about all the paths that I can take.. I'm tired of wishing for
things that might not happen.. I want to find happiness.. I want to be loved..
I have many feelings that can fill the whole world from their intensity if they
burst out.. I want someone that would understand me, hold me and get me through
this confusion I feel to the place I aspire to reach.. I want someone to make
me safe in an embrace which can last till the end of time..
I've
made all the people around me tired and angry because of my indecisiveness.. I
have to find my resolution.. The revelation that will unlock all the closed
doors in my mind, find all the great things that wait ahead of me and unleash
all the mind-blowing ideas that are roaming inside of my head and driving me
crazy..
© A Furious Child
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